Journal April 30

When do you seek others' counsel in making a big decision, and when do you think it's important to take the plunge on your own?

When I seek others trying to make a big decision that  will affect them long term I notice those start to do all the right things to lead up to that. It's almost as if they change completely by dropping bad habits, creating new habitis, becoming more responsible and start a routine. I believe In every persons life they think of  making a big decision that affects their life and for me the time is now. During the last month of school I preparing and studying the things that actually matter. In order to move on in life you need to grow up and thing of the future. Many thoughts have crossed my mind to try to make a better future and for myself to make a big plunge into the future. I don't care what is going to make others happy because I know I'm going to be the in the end whose going to be happy. A fresh start is good and never be afraid of letting go to those things we harp on everyday. 

DESIGN

In order to learn in the class room their is many elements that go into that. Not just the environment or structure of a class room is not the only way to learn, you can also pick up things on the way you wouldn't expect to pick up. Just like when I started to learn new vocabulary I began to use those words in conversations and didn't really notice I knew the meaning. You can use resources in the class room such as your peers to learn, other students carry information you wouldn't expect to know. That's why you should branch out and eloborate with them. Even posters on the walls can help you learn new things. Although the way the education syestem is brought upon and most students in school hate it, but use it to your advantage learn the things you want to learn not that you have to.

THE CROSSROADS BETWEEN SHOULD AND MUST

The crossroads of where I'm at in my life is what I want. I'm not doing what I should be doing or what I must be doing. I have plans to move to Las Vegas Nevada with my dad. Originally with body building he helped me so much and taught me what I know now. Las Vegas is body building central they have the Mr.olympia competition their every year. I can finally start training seriously with a nice structures house life. I will be helped with living because my dad has his own house and he's going to help me get a job. I want to pursue my dreams and make money at what I am good at and what I look foward to every day. In the process I will be going to school to get degrees in health and fitness and get a good job to provide for myself (meals,supplements, ect). I'm not doing anything that's forcing me to do so or because I have to. Life isn't should or must that doesn't make a perspective in my life right. That's some one else's thoughts so I don't exactly agree that life is should or must. I should do the right thing, or I  must do the right thing. I just do what I feel is right in my head.

PREVIEW OF COMING ATTRACTIONS

What I talked about in class was how I'm going to teach what I know. With bodybuilding it's hard to understand and get a deep meaning of what it is and what it's about. I feel if
I have someone interview me and follow me as I go through the day and how much work I put into training, eating and educating myself. I've seen many documentaries on body builders and when your watching the sweat and they are shaking trying to talk cause they haven't ate carbs for two weeks. You get a real feel for it, not only is a sport but it's a test of determination and ambition. If I were to do that it would put the cherry on top of what I'm really passionate about. You can see what I do when I'm around you but when it's time to put life aside and make body building  my life you don't see what happenes then. I'm really passionate about this and i can make it apart of my future when later down the road I can see this video and see the progress and have a resource to teenagers in body building.